04 May 2004
Should I give in to my destructive thoughts?
Yes, I defy that negative chatter!
The devilís minion that, lingering, rots
Will certainly not rot my grey matter!
ďGive in! Youíre fighting a losing battle!
You know you canít win; what hope do you seek?
Go join the countless herds of lost cattle
That graze my pastures all weary and weak.Ē
No, I refuse you! Go back to your hell!
Get sore if you wish, and drink pus you made!
This time Iím not alone, so Iíll be well
Without your endless, sorry serenade!
ďLook at your mistakes! Still you havenít learned
The lessons from your errors in the past!
Each time you reach out, you always get burned
If you donít follow me, you will not last!Ē
Ha! Such blasphemy I have never heard!
I esteem highly my choice and will!
Iíll pick your rotten seeds out like a bird -
Those seeds my stomach, not my mind, will fill!
ďBut your weak choices, lack of seasoning
And aimless searches death soon will induce!
What does your worthless line of reasoning,
Other than disillusioned hope, produce?Ē
Hark! Youíre the damned product, and leave you will!
Iíll expel you from my soul forever!
While you destroy me, I will not sit still
To watch you grin and crush my endeavor!